hey guys...

 well i hope everyone had a great weekend bc i did!!!!!

i went to watch the '05 dance company and i only stayed for an hour.... i went with melissa mc federies and melissa castro. we left at 8:30 to a restaurant in the ghetto and met my brothere and his gf and her cousins there and we kicked it for an hour. then we went back to beverly hills and met up with gavin and don and went to some spot and "kicked it" lol then e left and went to in n out, we went back to melissa castro's house and got there at like 12:30 and the rest is history lol it's personal....

sunday:went to the mall all day, bought an outfit for a party, went to selena's house and went home and rented Envy and oredered pizza...it was cool...lol sleepover

haha

monday kicked it with melissa at home, got a bomb car wash and thats it

**got my second ear pierced**

that's all folks!

much love and happiness

hey guys.... damn it was about time i updated. im like the most laziest people ever....i read but i don't update but right this second i have absolutely nothing to do so i guess ill update....

new yrs:

it was fun. went to big bear with the family and my aunt and cousin that came from guatemala... it was very cold but other than that it was nice bc they had never seen snow....actual new yr's ever we partied in our rented house and everyone got drunk. luckily no one had to drive so we all got our drink on. i had a couple of shots like 2 maybe haha and i drank courvosier with club soda. it tastes just like lemonade so it was goood.....

came back and went to school... been goin to community service. im down to 60 hours lol. not bad. im working my ass off in school trying to get my ass outta contin. well my homies. i hope y'all are having a good and healthy new yr. take care. and talk to u later. much love and happiness

p

Merry Christmas! I love y'all

So yesterday was cool... got presents and did all the family gathering thing. nice.today im doing nothing but chilling. gonna wash my BMW lol (a.k.a corolla) and then chill.... might have a couple of fmaily over to give presetns to me. yaya.. so i was in a deep sleep last night and my fuckin phone kept ringing off the hook at like 3 AM  and i finally got it and it was melissa from guatemala telllin me how much she loves me and misses me it was sweet but fuck i was soooo sleepy. and offcourse she woke my ass completely up so when we hung up i had nothing to do so i started text messaging my friend dana and surprisingly she texted me back and at 4 in the fuckin morning we had a long as convo of text messages. good times.anyways so as i was saying....so then everyone in my house woke up at like 8 am and i was soo tired but everyone opened the gifts but offcourse i opened them last night and had nothing to do this morning....sucks... oh well my uncle just got here and gave me a gift....yaya.... love y'all....

much love and happiness

p

hey lubas.... well it's x-mas like in 2days wow! anyways life has been great lately. saw halle berry yesterday and her hott as boyfriend (michael ely) he comes out in barbershop he's the cutie with the blue eyes. i was driving on melrose on my way to pick up my friend and i see this hot guy and i turn around and i see him im like oh shit and i look next to him and it her! she's hott.... well im so happy. i've completed 25 hours of community service. lol. doesn't sound like a lot but it's is. only 75 to go. haha... i mean now it's not even for my hours it's to go. i actually like it there. i've made so many new friend young and OLD.its cool. well wats everyones plans for the new yr. mine is lets see oh yea im going to big bear for the new yr. we'll see how that goes. im so not in the mood to feeeze my ass but i have no choice. so yesterday we were all bored at home and it was like 7 at night and we decided to go to the mall. which they close at 11 btw. and my dad bought my mom this coach bag. it's like off white. it's soo nice. im hopin she'll let me borrow it. (highly doubt it) and  i want this hott pink soho bag at coach but again my dad said if i was doing good in school he would buy it. i was like well. ok. watever...so my dad has been wanting a coat like a detective coat but wool lol and we went to banana republic like literally 5 days ago and they were 200 and yesterday i went and they were 120. i was like wtf. so i bought it lol but my mom will pay me back because i don't have that kind of money to just spend on a coat. lol. so she was all happy shes like see it pays to be patient. im like OK....my aunt is coming from guatemala with my cousin on sunday! can't wait. well guys. i hope y'all are well....take care. be safe. much love and happiness....

-p

hey guys..... wow...havn't updated in a while....well....christmas is soo soon... i can't wait....not because im getting gifts and shit but because im actually happy in my life right now.. shit with my family is getting better... it's not the best right now but it's ok.... i've been spending sooooo much time with my dad and it makes me soo happy...we're actually really close and i feel a special bond with him.... yesterday i went to the mall with him for like literally 5 hours and we talked about everything there possibly is... not sex though, but other than that we talked about drugs and shit like that... he's really understanding and it makes me really happy... honestly like i read josh's post and how he hates his family and seriously everyone goes through that phase and if people expect a lot from u they give u all that bull shit...but honestly im not trying to sound like a mom, but ur family will always be there for u.... if ur the smartest person or the dumbest person ever ur family will ALWAYS be there.... the last couple of months that i havn't been able to go out, i've been kickin it i guess u can say with my parents and honestly i love them... they make me soo happy...when one person in my family is mad at me it ruins everything bc then everyone argues... i have my ups and downs with my family but they're always gonna be behind me whether im in moreno or bh.... just appreciate the things u have. be happy with wat u have. some people don't even have a mom or a dad and if u have both c'mon appreciate it.....much love and peace

hey guys....well yesterday was m 18th b-day! it was nice....i saw all my friends well only my close ones and they gave me gifts:

meli-a really cute jewelry box

hangs-bath n body works things

gaby-coach keychain and Les sportsac purse

parents-pink uggs cute!

and thats all...got phone calls from all my family. very nice... thanks to ppl who called! love u

hey guys....well yesterday was thanksgiving and it was sweet. we usually have the big dinner at my house but this year it was only 8 people. we always do a prayer at the beginning of our dinner to like thank god for the food and stuff and this year they made me do it. i was sooo nervous, lol it was in front of my mom and dad and shit like ppl i know very well...lol anyways so i thanked god for my beautiful family and the food haha....it was nice. i actually don't like thanksgiving food bc i find it so fuckin pointless to make turkey every year like wat the hell but this year it was soooo good. we had ham, turkey, asparagus,yams (eww), lol and more but i can't remember...the best part is the pumpkin pie nmy cousin brings every year and it's always the same one. i usually don't eat pumpkin pie bc i don't like it but thanksgiving one is bomb. well i hope all y'all had a good thanksgiving with ur family.....love u!

**amna** i miss u....oosha! lol totally was confused and didn't get it....NEEDED AN EXPLANATION!

love u

damn homies.....

well this week went by so fast. felt good. only went to skool for 3 days. well today is thanksgiving and i hope everyone is with their loved ones.....well for me the typical dinner isn't happening bc of family problems but we are having my moms youner brother coming with his girlfriend and her parents lol. and my brother left to vanesa's mom's house so it's me all alone.....sucks....oh well.... so saturday theres a family party that we all don't want to go to but we kinda have to and my mom REALLY doesn't wanna go so that might be my way outta it....we'll see...well ill update later on when something interestin happens....

p.s-my 18th b-day is in 11 days and counting.....

wow. i think it's been about 2 months since i last updated. honestly i havn't had the time to do it. casually i'll come to lj and read about other ppl's lives and shit but i can't update. well nothing really has been happening lately. im in moreno and my life has completely changed. its changed from every point. i don't have the same friends i did in beverly. i don't kick it with anyone from beverly and if i do it's like about 1 person.wow. im down the hall and my life is so isolated from all my friends. damn.

well today i got a random phone call from dayvon.....haha.....he had mentioned to melissa to tell me he was gonna call but this was like last week. and he called. lol. it was cool.. we got to reminisce about old times and we both found out new things about each other. one thing in specific i couldn't believe.my jaw dropped and im sure his did too. lol....

well my parents went to mexico today at 5 am. and dont come back till wednesday night. finally i get a lil freedom from them. i was all excited and mentioned it to my dad i was like im so happy ur leaving. and he's like haha it's not like u can go out ur grandma is here.lol damn. but still knowing my mom isn't around to call me every other second is cool.....i hope all y'all have a good week and we only have 3 days! woot woot....xoxoxo

wassup... im just at home chillin watchin the real world philly bc i didn't see the new episode.... well how has everyone been?!?! school sucks but it's aight bc i get to see my friend(s) lol haha.....

today was col....went to the convention center in the mornign with my momma bc there was this like thing for the ppl that became citizen ughh it was boring we were there for like 4 hours.... tonight we're going out to dinner to "celebrate" my mom's like accomplishment thingy....

well i hope everyone has a good weekend.... peace out.....

i feel like i need something.... i feel like im missing something...theres like a part of me missing yet it's here but i don't know...im lost.... im bored... im ehhh

:)

hey guys.... havn't updated in the longest time....

today was soooooooo goood.... i did something that im soo happy finally happened....  :) didn't think it was gonna happen 2 day and it did.... smiles lol

 other than that. today is my grandmas b-day and we are about to cut the cake and it's also aman's TWIN brothers b-day lol and they are 26 and i think my grandma is the opposite lol haha....

 school as always sucks.....

i saw gaby today... it was nice to kick it with her.... havn't kicked it with her in a while well only her and today we did....

lol hangs bed is broken lol its soo funny..... josh lol .....

peace out 

well as all y'all know school started.... it sux...most of my classes are with like juniors and sophmores and that shit sux,.... but fuck it.... thats wat i get.... anyways this week seemed to go buy slow maybe bc i had school but thank god next week we dont have school next thursday and friday...woowoo.....

well i really have nothin to say. im tired.

oh yaaa i can't stand mr. thorpe.... he hates me fuck....

hey guys... well this weekend wasn't that great...so my friend hangs invited me to go to 6 flags on saturday but we talked at like 12 inm the night on friday so saturday morning i remembered she said im gonna be at ur house at 8, so me and my dad went to the market at likr 9 in the morning and i told my dad hangs was gonna come at 8 and my dad is like it's 9 and i was like should i call her? naaaa maybe shes sleepin...like about 2 minutes later i get a call from her cell and i thought it was her but it was her mom and she told me she had gotten into an accident on the way to my house in the freeway....i was like damn... offcourse u always think the worst u know... but her mom told me she was ok but her back hurt and she was in the hospital... so all morning i was worried till she called me and i picked her up and took her home...shes ok but her wrist hurts and her back and her car is a lil messed up... anyways so she came and slept over that night and we were gonna go watch a movie but she fell asleep....today lol my whole family went to the mall it was kinda weird lol so i met them there at like 2 so we could eat haha and then my mom went to my aunts house and me and my dad came home and he was like ughh ur car doesn't have a/c im like I KNOW...hint hint new car hes like u wish haha...damn.... so me and my dad came home and it was boring so we went to see paparazzi...it was AIGHT....it was like damn..i feel all bad for celebrites YET i loveeeeeee to read STAR n shit u know... well that was my weekend... josh is in palm springs...(SO JEALOUS)...

amna... damn 2day sucked. u were at the airport 4 nothing and i came home when u got home.damn!

love you

yo!

today was aight...lets see...ok in the morning went to pick up my cuz selena at smc and then went to amna's house and we chilled for like half an hour and then we went to eat at island's and one of amna's friends that works there was sooo close to amna lol cough cough.... anyways then we went to west side and then to marshall's and then to ross and then to jamba...damn could we have gone to anymore stores?? lol...and we didn't buy shit! damn.... sux...well 2morrow it seems as if im going to 6flags with hangs but im not sure....we'll seee....gotta bounce....

thanx formy DORY shirt amna... it's cute...

amna bought me a DORY shirt :)

i feel loved....

josh....... u make me wanna LALALALA.....good song!!!!!!

well the whole fight between me and my brother is still on.... i'll walk by and he'll say bitch or something, he's soo annoying and wat pisses me off is that if i say something to him my parents get all mad at me....im soo mad....

well last night selena called me (my cuz) and she wants to go out on friday so we're going out to the mall or something.... anyone wanna come?!? im gonna pick her up at smc and prolly go to 3rd street bc its like right thurrrr.....

well 2day kinda sucked... i was gonna go watch jay leno 2day but fuck ok u have to be at the jay leno doors by like 4 am bc this huge line forms and it's first come first serve u know...they give u the tickets at 8 am u come back at 1pm and they sit u in the studio and they don't start filmin till about 4 and at 5 ur done...its like a whole day adventure thing and i was like ehhh about it..... so i was gonna go 2day with hangs and her cuz but then we were like fuck it it's not worth it no one good was gonna be there.... but on monday paris hilton is gonna be there.... wouldn't mind seeing her but the whole wakin up at like fuckin 3 and shit doesn't tickle my pickle.... well im out peeps...